Being in what seems to be in a half eaten love-donut or half circle) is not really fun at all, especially when we're all best friends. I like one guy who is pretty great but doesn't know what he wants and the other guy likes me but I like the other guy more in a romantic sense. When I weighed 250 lbs., I couldn't believe anybody would ever like me, I know partially has to do with the fact that I was 10X more shy than I am now but I know most of 'the blame' can be put into my weight. At least that's what my self conscious side tells me.
I think its time to focus more on bettering myself than focusing on guys.I feel like in the end I'll be happier, and that losing weight, and figuring out what I want to do with my life is a better use of my time. But, of course I won't rule out the thought of romance all together, just shifting it lower n my list of priorities.
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